Wow
It’s been forever since I posted here. I’ve been really depressed today. I cried and all that and dad gave me a pill. I guess it’s where I’m out of meds. I really hope to find some friends or a man soon. like, I have no one and it’s really starting to depress me. But I guess things will start to look up sooner or later.
I haven't posted in while.
Been busy. Seeing Aaron alot. He just texted me one night out of the blue. We used to talk years ago. I’ve also been with Alex alot. Life. Is. Good.
F My Life
Is awesome. I talked to Bryan last night. We pretty much agreed that he’s too busy for me. Me and Lance are supposed to go to Red Lobster Friday. Woot
Soo
I went to Alexs and Keith came and saw. I didn’t tell Mom because she would say I couldn’t go to Alex’s again. I’m talking to this guy Bryan and so far I like him. I’m going to Middlesboro tomorrow.
And
I miss Jenn. BLAH.
life doesn’t give you the people you want,
it gives you the people you need.
to help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you:;
to make you into the person you were meant to be.
Sooo
Ben came and saw me yesterday. I don’t know what to think about him. He started sending me all these sexual text messages and I’m confused about what I want. If I want a relationship or something less. On another note, I’m watching Vampire High on youtube and I LOVEE it.
No I’m not perfect; I have a lot of flaws. And maybe I’m not like those other girls that you spend your time with but I know I’m a good person, which is probably more than they can say. And I know that at the very least, I deserve a guy who would want to take me out for fucking dinner.
Last night
I went to Alex’s. We stayed on the net and talked. I watched some of I love Lucy with Judd. Chad called wanting me to ride around with him but we had to go get Jake from neighbors twice. He’s wanting a girl dog.
